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I'm not alright

I think I let myself out of the big picture. Maybe I was floating, maybe I was sinking - but I used to see so many broken people, then there were beautiful people as well... but who can differentiate them nowadays? Not me, most certainly! Maybe I'm the worst of them all, but all I can wish for right now, is a sip of normality. I reconsidered therapy. Goddamn, I hope it helps, otherwise I'm completely screwed in this ocean. (»)

Postat de Adelina pe data de 19 Noiembrie 2011 la 16:27:02 in categoria Categorie articol: Personal. Comentarii: |0|. Taguri |oneofthosefeelings, reflection|

Bitter

Went clubbing with the girls last night. Wore an awesome outfit, drank, danced in my socks, drank, joked with my favorite bartenders in the world, drank, danced, drank - turned blue.One moment last night, I got the feeling I'm in a jungle surrounded by monkeys. You should see the dance moves nowadays. I stopped from doing anything. Sat in my corner, studying, thinking, pondering, wondering and misfiting. I asked my friend, Ramona to take me a picture of me in my blue moment. Gosh, they didn't lie when they said about a picture being worth a thousand words. Couple of days ago, my b.f.f. Mihai told me I'm changed. A "wow change" to quote. He said parts from the old me are back on. Oh yeah, apparently the old (»)

Postat de Adelina pe data de 19 Octombrie 2011 la 12:38:44 in categoria Categorie articol: Ramblings. Comentarii: |0|. Taguri |oneofthosefeelings|

U.F.

(and some more "f's")

U.F.(fffffffff) translates into "unidentified feeling". Woke up today, 9 am, slept the entire night, I can even say it was pretty peacefully, sometime this afternoon, I fell asleep again - woke up (genius!) and everything is just uffff!Feels like December, got a claw up my stomach, nothing seems to please me - to cut it short, something is wrong. Now I gotta dig up what. Ufffff! (»)

Postat de Adelina pe data de 15 Octombrie 2011 la 19:20:57 in categoria Categorie articol: Personal. Comentarii: |0|. Taguri |oneofthosefeelings|

Rant

You'll see me walking down the street, with the music ringing in my ears, my eyes full of stars, my head filled with love and my pockets full of dreams. And I feel good :) (»)

Postat de Adelina pe data de 11 Octombrie 2011 la 17:25:24 in categoria Categorie articol: Personal. Comentarii: |0|. Taguri |oneofthosefeelings, dreams|

Kites

I was just watching a Dead like me episode. The action was dully unfolding before my eyes, until... the kites popped; this thing mixed with something a 16 yo wrote on Facebook and last night everything seemed to have sense. Everything. She wrote that: "love is the only thing that can break your heart". Amen, sistah' .Might be the love for yourself (you narcissistic little bitch!) which leads to the fear of dying. Might be the love for a pet (pets die), might be the love for a guy/girl who takes your heart and smashes it into pieces, might be the love for others, they die or leave or something. Love is involved in everything; kinda inevitable not to get your heart broken 'least some couple of times. Anyway, let's get back to kites. "yappy-yappy- (»)

Postat de Adelina pe data de 08 Octombrie 2011 la 19:37:39 in categoria Categorie articol: Personal. Comentarii: |0|. Taguri |kites, love, death, oneofthosefeelings, ramblings|

Masochism

(hurts, doesn't it?)

This is a blog post about masochism, about do's and don't's and of course, about love. Love, love - is in the air. I'm shaking my bum on Soft Cell's - Tainted Love, wondering what's up with the crave for something that used to/does/might/whatever, hurt you. Does the whole "smaller evil" theory apply in this case? Love case, ofc. :D Sucker for love here. Like, you meet this girl, you fall inlove, you begin spending time with her, things go smoothly for a while, then BAM-BAM-BAM -she takes your heart and crushes it into tiny, shitty pieces, BUT you can NOT leave her. Does the crappy line from "Love Story" - "love means never" having to say (»)

Postat de Adelina pe data de 17 Septembrie 2011 la 15:03:40 in categoria Categorie articol: Ramblings. Comentarii: |0|. Taguri |love, oneofthosefeelings, masochism|

September

It's September 8th. I said I'll start writing more often, I said I'll stop posting in English.. meh. I realized the date my previous post it's dated. 8th May. I remember. 5th May started a new chapter in my life, a new journey, those days have been hectic... as they are now, if I may add.Maybe this time I will REALLY start writing more often. MAYBE. Got one of those feelings again, where I feel I have so many things to say, yet I can't point anything out. Oh, yeah. I'd like (love) a new blog skin :) Something more serious, something more 22-ish years old and almost a half. Although I am not letting go of the magic surrounding me, I age and time flies. By the time I finished writing that "time flies" (»)

Postat de Adelina pe data de 08 Septembrie 2011 la 11:24:41 in categoria Categorie articol: Ramblings. Comentarii: |0|. Taguri |oneofthosefeelings|